it's when I'm standing six feet away from you and not being able to find the words to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you that I just want to scream to the whole room that I'm still in love with you. It's when I'm sitting alone with the phone in my hand dialing your number and hanging up that I would trade a thousand tomorrow's for just one day Then I could just call you to tell you good night. It's when I am really sad about something and need someone to talk to that I realize you're the only one who really knew me at all. It's when I cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much I would give anything to hold you at very moment. It's when i think about you that I realize no one ion the worls is meant for me

I don't know what I want in life I don't know what I want right now All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside thats its eating me and one day, there won't be anyting left of me. Everything that ever caused a tear yo trickle down my cheeks. I run away from and hide from it But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me and I don't know what to do...I just know that that pain I felt so long ago its hurting ten times more

The part that sucks about love is that you do get to choose who you love, but you don't get to choose who loves you back

Only the broken truly know what it feels like to go insane

And maybe this will end tomorrow or 2 weeks or 4 months or maybe even 2 years from now but no matter when it ends I'll never regret any of it

"When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares."
~Henri Nouwen, Out of Solitude

"When guys hurt you, you can put on a mask and pretend that you are all right. But when friends hurt you, you can't do that because they can see right through that mask."
~Robyn Workizer

There are moments that mark your life, moments when you realize nothing will ever be the same. And time is divided into two parts, before this and after this. Now sometimes you can feel such a moment coming. That's the test... or so I tell myself. I tell myself at times like these strong people keep moving forward anyway, no matter what they're gonna find

I wanted to thank you for making me see what it's like to care for someone that much. I want to thank you for making me believe I was loved, and making me believe that you wanted to be with me, thank you for hurting me, and showing me the world was real

I keep trying to convince myself that I hate you, and that you are the most annoying person on earth, but there's this little nagging voice in my head that keeps saying, 'You're Lying

"I'm not in love with him. He's my best friend."
~Dawson's Creek

You're so afraid to continue what we have. You know something's there. You feel just as much as I do when you touch me. You like it as just much as I do when you kiss me. It's just you're pulling away now because you know that if you don't pull away soon, you might find yourself falling in love, and I don't think you're prepared for that

Why is it that we spend a lifetime trying to define what love is.. what love means.. yet we know in an instant if we are in it?

You complete me. Really, you do. You can make me smile even when I'm in my worst mood. It's only in your arms that I forget all my troubles, and I have complete happiness. And, you're the only one who can fill that gap in my heart, the space that has come to know you... that place that knows you're the only one for me, that gap that will accept no one but you

I hate being his best friend and hearing about the two of them. But since I have always been his best friend, I can't say anything, and it's killing me

I'm in love with him. Always have been, always will be. Okay, so maybe I'm not truly in love. But there is something about him that I just can't get over.

"I didn't lose him; I let him go. I didn't get over him; I moved on. When you truly love someone you never lose them or get over them, they will always mean something to you, so no matter how hard you try if it was true love, you'll never forget them."
~Jennah

I miss the way you told me you really loved me, but that's what happens when a couple breaks up; the love fades, and you have to get used to not hearing 'I miss you', or 'I love you' anymore. And, the rest of your days are spent on trying to let go, or trying to move on. Or, convicing that still hopeful heart of yours that there isn't a chance left in the world that you'll both end up being together again. Then you have to face the heartache that's comes with the thought of your love being with someone else and realize your chances of ever being with them again are getting more and more thinner each day

"When you hold me like this, so many memories fill my eyes. The first time we kissed, the times we nearly said good-bye. But still here we are, tested and tried and still true... And stronger than we ever knew."
~Marc Anthony

I used to think you were the world, now I know you're just another ignorant ass living in it The hardest part of being in a relationship is having the feeling that the guy you love more than life itself doesn't care about you as much as you thought. You sit up every night and cry, worrying that it won't last much longer. Yet, you're doing everything you can to hold on to what you have and it doesn't seem to be enough There are too many inexplicable things around us - horrors, threats, mysteries that draw you in and then inevitably disenchant you. Back to the predictable and humdrum. The prince is never going to come, and maybe Sleeping Beauty's dead

"Here you come again; just when I'm about to make it work without you, you look into my eyes and lie those pretty lies, and pretty soon I'm wondering how I came to doubt you."
~Dolly Parton

I now understand it was just my ego... because looking back, I don't think I really loved him... but I cried when I realized he didn't love me "I forgot about you for a while, but then I saw you again in my mind, just instantly flashed back to the time when I thought that we were happy; I know I'll never hold you like that again."
~Smashed by Cars

"And all I really want to say is you're the reason I want to stay."
~Ben Folds

FiveThe higher you build the walls around your heart, the harder you fall when someone finally tears them down She believed in dreams all right, but she also believed in doing something about them. When Prince Charming didn't come along, she went over to the palace and got him The hardest mile I've ever walked was the one away from you Our parents fill our heads with Cinderella, Prince Charming, Big weddings, and white horses, but then we get our heart broken for the first time, and it hurts, and that multiplies to many heartbreaks, which shows us that there is a little more to love and life than fairy tales and handed down dreams Give me a kiss. Give me your world. Give me your heart, and I'll be your girl. Give me a smile. Give me your time. Give me your love, and I'll give you mine

Maybe if I look away it won't hurt as much... maybe if I don't watch you with her it won't tear my heart apart... maybe if I don't remember how you held me ever so close, just as you are now holding her... my heart wouldn't be breaking... maybe if you were still holding me I wouldn't feel the the small salt water paths on my face... maybe if you had meant it when you said forever... I wouldn't be here drowning in my own tears... wishing that I didn't have to look away from you... with her As I draw you near for one final goodbye I know your thinking of her... as I kiss your cheek and try not to cry knowing your heart is with her... as I look over your face one final time, and utter my final farewell I know you can't wait to turn around and run into her arms... when did it turn from me to her? When did you decide she had what you wanted rather than me? When did you want her... and forget me?

When was the moment that you took my heart out of your pocket and threw it to the ground? Please just tell me... when it hit... did you make a sound?

How do you expect me to move on, to let you go, when I see you everyday and talk to you constantly? We can't be together, I know that, so I want you out of my life, completely. I can't be friends with you because seeing your face and hearing your voice just makes me think about how much I love you, and then about how I can't be with you. This is the easiest way for me, to let go of something, I have to let go of it completely, even if it means we can't be friends Sometimes you meet someone and before you know their name, where they're from... you know that sometime in the future... this person is going to mean something to you I think letting you go was the smartest decision I ever made.

Even though I loved you so much, I just couldn't deal with the pain. And, the times we spent together, holding each other, were the best times of my life. But no matter how much I wanted to keep you in my arms, I couldn't. I couldn't hold on to you, knowing that all you were going to do was hurt me. But right now, even though I still love you, I don't need you anymore. I don't need you to complete me. I just need you to comfort me when I'm sad, support me, and listen to me when I talk. So, I guess what I'm saying is, I'm glad we're over. I'm glad I've let go I can cry a million tears, but you'll never see my frown. I'll whisper your name one thousand times, but you'll never hear a sound.

Tears down my cheek. Sobs in my throat. You will never feel my pain. I'll love you forever with all my heart I'm sure you'll never feel the same Even though I've 'stopped liking you,' every time someone mentions your name my head turns right toward them. It's like every time I hear it, I think of all that we could have had, and all that could have happened that didn't I am sitting here pouring my heart out to you and what I get in return is a confused face It's hard to lose someone you love, so please forgive me for trying to hold on Suicide is not chosen; it happens when pain exceeds resources for coping with pain Your eyes are undescribable... they are just the type you wanna look into and try to find something, but you can't, so you just keep looking, 'cause they're so great.

Some people say you can see the soul through the eyes, but... I see you... and it's even better See, some guys are like drugs, 'cause drugs are addictive, and they cause you harm. And see... some guys cause harm to you and hurt you badly, but us girls keep goin back to them, we keep going back for more pain and more heartache cause we're addicted.

We're addicted to what could be different this time, even though we know it won't be. Drugs can kill you physically... but see the kind of drug a boy is can kill you emotionally Why is it that girls fall in love, we cry, we hurt, and it feels like we got kicked right in the stomach when he says good-bye. But when we say good-bye all of that happens to us again because all he's doing is walking away, free, and not caring at all I guess you get used to somebody, you kind of like havin' them around. I guess you get used to the way they make you happy, bring you up when you're feeling down. I never dreamed when I was letting you go that I would wake up and miss you this much. I guess you get used to somebody. I guess you get used to bein' loved

Breaking up with your boyfriend is a million times easier than breaking up with your best friend

"Give me your hand. I may not lead you into forever, but I will lead you into now, and sometimes, if you are lucky, now, is the first step, into forever."
~William F

PayneThe reason I can't get myself into relationship, no matter how hard i try, no matter how bad I want to, I'm scared. I'm not scared of getting hurt... I'm scared of hurting someone else Before I met you, I was always considered the strong one, the one who never got hurt; I could do anything and never fall. I felt like I was the epitome of invincibility; of confidence. Now, you've come along, you've broken my heart, and you've shaken me from that really strong foundation that I had spent years constructing. I found out more about myself than I ever had before. I found that my foundation wasn't as strong as I thought it was -

I found that love isn't all it's cracked up to be - and I found that this time, maybe I won't be able to get back up quite so easily It's just about now, when the tears start to fall, I wonder if I'm gonna make it at all... this is not about trying to go back in time, this is not about where I'll be a year down the line, it's just moment to moment, surviving somehow... this is not about then... this is just about now "Bottom line is, even if you see them coming, you're not ready for the big moments. No one asks for their life to change, not really. But it does. So, what are we, helpless? Puppets? Nah. The big moments are gonna come, you can't help that. It's what you do afterwards that counts. That's when you find out who you are."
~Buffy the Vampire Slaye

The saddest part about our relationship is that no matter what you do or say to me, I'm not going to go away. I love you more than you may ever understand, and true love is loving someone's imperfections and faults at all costs. So, that is just what I am going to do; I am going to love every, single one of your faults as if you were perfect, and for that, I am going to love you forever

The hardest part about being in love is when a friend says something so sweet, it makes you want to cry, and you then realize that he has always been in love with you, and you love him back, but you're also in love with the guy who means the world to you

I miss who you used to be. I don't know who you've become. But I do know that the person you once were is still in there somewhere. I used to see a glimpse of him every now and then. But now he's gone, and I'm so afraid he's never going to come back

"Girl: Give it to me.
Guy: What?
Girl: My heart, give it to me.
Guy: But I'm not done with it.
Girl: But you broke it, now I have to glue it back together. I'd let you glue it back together, but obviously you don't know how to handle someones heart. So I'll just take it back now."

Thinking of him is like breathing... It's what you do. You love him every day as naturally as your heart beats. And your family and your friends are ready to send you to the loony bin because either they've stopped believing in love or they forgot what it's like... They don't believe in it, or maybe they don't believe that you're in it. But you do. You know what it's like to be in love: completely full inside, completely happy. Like your whole life this far was really just a preparation for being with him. A collection of heart-breaks and life's lessons leading you into the person you are, the person which perfectly compliments him. The one you love.

Here they go again. The tears they fall. The sleep wont come. My eyes are red. My heart is sore and my strength's undone. I tried so hard to keep control and make you proud but once again I've lost myself beneath that cloud

You know what the saddest part about this is? I put my whole life into this relationship. I let myself open up to you, and I now love you more than anything in this world. And you are just walking away from it all, tearing my world apart. I can't believe after all we have been through you are going to sit there and tell me you don't care and you don't love me. I'm so mad but upset all at the same time... because you are leaving and there isn't a thing I can do... but watch.